UNtoLD+UnNaMed+UnsuRe= ME

2004-05-12T21:46:00.000-07:00

ahahahahax...mi blog's changed now! lolx...! hahax...aiya...dunno what happen dat time...all mi other post are gone!!!! ARGH...sobz...aRgh...wadeva! lolx... damn sian...finally can update mi blog cuz got library period...sighz...dis friend here so naughty...skip home ec!!!!!! i cant believe it!!!! but nvm got her ro pei wo!!! sighx...dis week kinda sux lah...had to survive without a hp for 4 days!!! so handdicap...lolx...aiya...dunno how to say lah...dis wk juz sux okays...brought in mi keyboard den now hafta practice in mi room mi piano pieces...ahahahax...but i keep playin nonsense instead lahz...hahax...aiya...mi tokin lots of nonsense liao...stop here le...bb

2004-05-07T20:35:00.000-07:00

oopz...i think mi blog is spoilt

2004-05-06T07:41:00.000-07:00

ahahahahaz...lets see wad should i say...todays been quite a day for mi...training was okie today...okok i should admit...training was NOT ok today...i mean it was kinda tough lah...for me lah...it definitely is tough gettin back on track...gettin back to how fit i was n blaax...yah...but it was quite ok in e end...u knda get dat feelin of satisfaction noeing u haf completed somethin though it isnt much but at least its sumthin!...lolx... well...body still aching in all directions...gotta put up wif it for a few days...argh...i hate it when it happenz!!!...but its sumthin i better get used to...lolx...im sure dere's more to come in e future...lolx...

2004-05-05T01:22:00.000-07:00

shoulder: aching
calf: aching
hemstrings: strained
back: aching
me: not even training full programme
legs: not movable
mind: drained
emotion: unhappy
arms: no more strength
motivation lev: low
feel: totally useless
feel: like giving up
my fitness: is e pits
I: feel like giving up
i'm: tired
i need: someone hu cares
i need: mi fitness
i need: mi movable legs
i need: mi strength
i need: to recover fast
i need: e motivation
i need: e mental strength
i need: to improve
i need: to train e full program
i need: to make it through
i need: TO MAKE A COME BACK!

2004-05-04T02:43:00.000-07:00

sighx...mi com's down
now using e old one
which is*heck* so slow
man...dis sux...well
dis few days was lyk
damn damn damn damn
sianx manx...went back
for trng on monday...but
still doing light trng...so
damn slack manx...
manx...mother's day cumin
le...haven buy present yet
its juz so diff to buy things
for mumz...[for mi lah]...
lolx...sigh...got noth much to
blog le...bb

2004-05-01T02:09:00.000-07:00

sighx...todays pretti boring n i dun realli plan on writng a compo of my day lyk i did yesterday to put u pple to sleep...well u noe sumthing... i cant believe my dearest PL fren RUIYI thinks ZONGREN is e cutest guy eva!!! eeeeeeeewwwwwww!!! can everybody freak wif me!!! everybodae say"EWWWW...GROSSS"... i mean seriously...ruiyi... do u haf sumthing in ur eye or sumthing...omg....okiex...if she's eva reading dis she'll b cursing mi uss lyk crazy...lolx...sry ruiyi...i juz think its totally unbelievable...!erHeM...well...2day's e typical saturday...stayed at home...eat sleep n read lyk siao...still reading my chinese story book n im not gettin realli far...seriously... i think im stuck manx! sigh...hope mi can return to training on monday...dats all... tkkaires every1!

2004-04-30T05:39:00.000-07:00

geez finalllly can blog for today lez!...lolx.i dis few days reallli damn slack manx... sighx nt bn training a single bit! ARGH!... den whenever i see my teammates training n dose things...i realli realli realli feel lyk pickin up my racket n give a few wacks. dats all i want...2 juz train a lil... even if it is 1000 hits against e
wall...its soooo much better den being stuck at home coughing lyk crazy!!! aRGh!....but im still on medication n my mum will definitely wont want me 2 train! dis sux lah!!! GrRgRgRgRRRR!...but
waht can i do?...sighx...urGH...sighx... i juz realised dat my blog date is wrong leh...hahax...
its one day b hind...but i realli dun give a damn lah...hahaz..

well lets see bout today...hmm... today's kinda e typical day...[onli i didnt get to train]...went back to sch [fr my home back to woodlands...so imagaine wad time i got up]...onli went for lessonz...no training...sob!!!had geog as first period to day...was damn freaking shiok manx!...we watched my tutor my friend!!! wuahahahahaz...a damn vulgar show...dey went F*** all e way n kept callin out s** o* * b****!!! but was extremely funni...laugh until peng...lolx...den had chinese lesson...went to e library cuz my chinese t-cher wanted us to borrow a chinese bk...den i borrowed one [which i totally haf no idea wad it's abt]...sianzx...i simply cant understand chinese story bks...juz now started reading den until now still same page sia...so pathetic manx!!!but...hmm... still gotta read finish...i noe im writing lots of details of mi day dat u dun wanna hear abt but i juz wanna write dem down ok...juz feel lyk riting...so if u r planning on spending e night sleepin infront of ur com...u might as well cont readin but if u dont...den i sugg otherwise...lolx..

ok...den e rez of my day went lyk...hmmm...not so gud...den gud...den veh gud...den not so gud again...den...u noe...e eusual roller coaster ride of a teenagers life...went for eng class aft dat... we chatted wif ms chua a lil while den she allowed us to got off early...so we were lyk roaming e sch or sumthing...went to e library...dunno do wad den came out almost immediately...wanted to find ling n val but dey were somewhere watching sumthing so mi n jing qiong went back to our rooms...finished packing all my stuff for e term[ ok i admit i didnt realli pack...i sort of shoved everything into my wardrobe...n dumped wadeva leftovers into my bags...]...well dats e thing i hate abt e end of each module...we hafta go home...den for e one or two weeks...we hafta pack everything into e wardrobe or bring it home...so extremely troublesome manx...errr!!! why cant dey juz allow us to leave our stuff normally...! aHH wadeva... oh...n now my sch finally has a bowling gm...n e new gm is lena ng's husband...so dey moved into e sports sch...! whoo hoo...darn cool har?...ok let mi get back to e boring detailz...

went for lunch aft dat...ate...den went for PEP...tot it would be quite a drag but i act stayed awake for e whole thingy...u could say dat was a miracle! lolx... we went arnd e sch to find a pice of paper n we had to solve e idioms n proverbs n our grp won!!! whoo hoo...thnx to *erheM* me...wuhahahahax..jkjk...! but we rocked man!!! whoohoo...n janice was lyk "lets get involved pple...lets get involved..." n zena was lyk... " ya...lets get involved...( sarcastically)" hahaz...damn funni...ok... i admit im lame okiez...so dun stone me for dat... n we were running arn e whole sch lyk mad pple n dere were dis HOD from north zones schls...n we juz zoomed past dem...my gosh* we pple are rude manx...but i dun even think anyone bothered...lolx... den aft dat... simple ending... i went home...

*damn pathetic huh*
*realli didnt wanna go home man*
*sch simply rox*
*now i got 1 wk of hols*
*but i dun realli want it*
*manx...*

ok...den i guess i better end here liao...c ya pple...errr...u sleepin le ar???

2004-04-28T22:33:00.000-07:00

...im coughing...
...im sick of living...
...dis is depressing...
...i think im dying...
...u noe im kiddin...
...im not sick of livin...
...i dun think im dying...
...cuz u give me e reason...
...e reason dat keeps me breathing...

2004-04-28T21:42:00.000-07:00

hey hey...long time no up date le...sighx...dis week kinda sux to e core manx...me going home today cux im sick again...whaaaa!!!! sob.....sux manx... i dun wanna go back home!!! but *cough* *cough*....coughing lyk siao...losing sleep at nite...hiax...my life's so miserable....arGH!!! mmm... tmr's 30th april....so HAPPI B"DAY TO dose two hu's b'day's on e 30th of april!!!! hope dis b'day will b special to both of ya...! stay happi n all e bez in e yr ahead! *cough* *cough*... well....mayb go hm still quite ok lah....can play com...hahax...! k lah...guess ill stop here 2day...*cough*

2004-04-26T23:07:00.000-07:00

heyx...mi finalli back in Sch...
finally...finally...
ive been waiting so long
juz for dis veh day...
hmm...i sound so despo...
jux exaggeratin abit lah...
lolx...still coughing lyk
siao...*cough*!!! den still a
lil bit of fever dis morning!!!
aRGH...den when i go sch
dey all say mayb i got
sars...wuahahahahx...funni sia
now in science class... juz finish
my proj so now jux blog alill while
hahaz... feel so proud of myself
yesterday at hm so sian...den
created 2 blogs...1 for my ex-class
n e other one for e rawkiest bmt
team ever existed!( e PL bmt snr
team 2003!) whoo hoo....!! miss u
pple lots manx...! whoa...go drop by
e webbie n post some stuff dere k 6
patience-ian n PL-bmt-litez!!!lolz...
sianx...cant train for a week....sob!!!
damn long lor...den i will kip
deproving n deproving until dunno bcum
wad ar!!!! sighx!!!!better stop le! bb+//

2004-04-24T23:59:00.000-07:00

heyx...down today...sick!!! waddahack manx!!! arGH...high fever, cough.....sianx manx...been sleeping all day...finally got e energy to come n blog...juz now my fever 38.9 manx... den i so gong gong...head felt bigger den my body manx...heng...now fever onli 37.8...sighxxx....but cant go back to sch tonite sia...i think i'll onli be back in sch on tuesday!!!...so lonG!!! arGH!!! SSS pple... ill miss u pple manx....sighx...i've been drinking water lyk a water tank since last nite...now feel so bloated !!! aRFgHgZ!....sighx... i wanna go back to sch !!!uRgh! but ...no choice lahz...gtg sleep again le...zZZzZZzzZ

2004-04-23T07:30:00.000-07:00

heys heys...mi back home for e weekends! lolx...well...today damn suang manx...first...finally got a chance to wake up late while in sch cux of e badminton guy's finals!!! U GUYS ROCK MANX!!! thanx to ya we haf no skool today!!! de guys played against acs (i)...realli interesting match...de whole school was dere to watch n cheer...n my PL frenx cound not blieve dat was my whole sch...cux our student body is onli abt 120...veh little rite?...but it's not e quantity but quality dat counts rite? YA! dat's why we managed to clinch e champz place!! WHoo Hoo...wha i scream n shout untill now getting sore throat le!!! aRgH! but it was worth it lah...well done pple!...de guys won 3-0! POWER manx!lolx...aft e guys finished den we watched e gurls finals...st nicks against rgs...duh...obviously we cheered for st nicks!!!sry RGS...but...sighx...in e end Rgs still won...den aft everythin was over, e whole badminton academy went out for celebrations...go eat KFC...ummm...hahax...den went back to sch and we shaved coach hair botak!!! omg....! can u imagine...!den we went ta swim...had realli lots of fun today! lolx...well i think i better stop here le...lolx...otherwise ill put u pple to sleep manx!

2004-04-20T22:11:00.000-07:00

hey hey pple... now supp to b having home ec but de t-cher not here so can cum library...sighx...today damn sian...e first thing we did in e morning was running...de thing i hate e mosT!!! argh...so damn tired manx...den aft dat go sch as usual lor...act nothing much to write lor...PL playing gongshan 2day!!! all e bez PL!!! u pple can do it yUPPiex!!! Jia YoU okiex!!! trash dem!!! ( if dat's possible...though i noe it's not...) go all e way PL!!!

2004-04-20T05:23:00.000-07:00

heyx...finally got chance to update my blog manx!!! today went gym in e morning...den we laft sch early to go support e guys playing nationals semi finals against maris stella!!! n PL played against St nicks!!!! too bad...PL lost!!! SOBXXX!!! but its ok!!! PL lites!!!! u pple played realli well!!! dun b too sad over ur lost manx!!! u pple will do it next yr ritex!!!! yIPPEx... miss u pple... but...add least e good news is dat SSS won!!! so dey will b playin finals on friday!!! den e whole sch will go n support manx!!! no LESSONX! oh ya...tmr PL (pri) playing against Gongshan!!! PL all e way!!!! jia you kaes!!! u pple rock!!! carry on e PL champion spirit...sighx...tmr got Physical trainin again and im dreading it manx!!! ARgh!!!...once again!!! PL ROCK!!!!( sss rox mur ) hahahahahahahax!

2004-04-18T01:46:00.000-07:00

heyx...it's a SUNDAY pple...sunny day...gr8t weather...ya right!...dat's impossible in singapore lah...hahax...sianx...today going back to sch le!!!! ish dat supp 2 b gud?... mayb...but e tot of running...and physical training tmr morning makes me feel kinda sick in e stomache man... but...sighx... no diff lah...in e end still haf 2 mian qiang and do it wad...sighx...hope i haf a gud wk ahead in sch...sighx... well...lets see wad abt today?... welll...e usual i guess...went to church in e morning... den went for my teens service...den it was not my turn to play e keyboard today one lah...den dunno hw cum den e worship leader no keyboardist...den in e end i hafta play...den not even prepared den so horrible...! hahax...manx...!but nvm lah...did my bez le wad...k lah...better not use e com for too long le...tkkaires pple! bb

2004-04-17T02:07:00.000-07:00

heyx...mi back at home again...manx...yesterday collected my module 2 results...den my parents go tok tok to all mi teachers...suck manx!!!...hahax....well so sian man!!!! had piano class dis morning again...it spoilt my day as usual lor...but cant to anythin...sighx... den my gm lah...want me to play piano in sch monday!!! ARGH!!!!!... dunno how to play lah...WTH!!! GRRrrr!!! manx!!!! how???...jux go play nonsense lah...i dun carex!!!Hmmm...sighx...now i so hungry!!! gtg le!!!bb

2004-04-14T22:45:00.000-07:00

heyx...sighx...damn sianx manx... homeworks are starting 2 pour in...ARGH!!! den tmr got maths test!!! grrr...how?... stress manx!!!but heckx lahx...lolx...today thursday le... damn fast leh... den tmr is friday den go home le... so fast manx...aiya...im getting quite crappy manx... sighx... today morning trainin we go gym...lolx... quite okay lah...den i challenge my coach some static stuff lah...den he keep smiling...den make me laugh until i peng ar...hahax... so funni...den in e end i lose lah...cux keep on laffing...but even so i think i ll still lose one lor...lolx..... hahax...so sian...tmr got meet e parents session...aHHHH...die liao!... did i do anything bad?...OoPz!!! lolx...hahax... sighx...gtg le lah....lolx..bb

2004-04-13T19:27:00.000-07:00

heyx...haf not updated mi blog for quite sum time leh...hehex...no time sia...lolx...later we goin to support e guys against ACS ( I )...lolx hope dey win manx!!! too bad...becuz of dis den cannot go little india wif e rex of e level...now e sch so pathetic...onli left e sec 2s and de rest of us...sighx...den summore we had our supp study time lor...manx...so tired...dis mornin run like crazy...damn tired lor...dats wad i hate abt wed mornings! lolx...yesterday had friendly wif singapore american sch...sighx...was quite fun lah...won all e matches cux dey not say veh gud lah...den de stupid security guard dere scold us cux we laugh too loud...idiot rite?... so wad lor...scold us for nothin!!!sighx...but other den e security guard...de rez of e pple were quite friendly lah... dey all tok got slang one...lolx...den me n ting try to follow..so funni!!! hahaz! well... dis few days haf been passing pretty slowly but...i guess de wk would be over damn soon manx...lolx...k lar...better stop here le!!!

2004-04-11T00:17:00.000-07:00

heyx...sighx...today goin back to sch le...hahax...well...let's see...i got up kinda late dis mornin and rushed to church...since it was easter, e sermon was all abt e cross n how jesus died on e cross for us. It realli is quite marvelous ya?... so...aft dat went to eat burger king...eat until damn full manx...still burping fr onion rings...errp! lolx... sighx...eatin lots of junk manx! better go jian fei...go eat slim ten...den get liver failure...lolx...touch wood lah...tokin nonsense le...hahax...k lah...better go le!!! bb pple

2004-04-09T20:49:00.000-07:00

We rode into town the other day,
just me and my Daddy.
He said I’d finally reached that age,
and I could ride next to him on a horse
that of course was not quite as wide
We heard a crowd of people shouting
and so we stopped to find out why
There was that man that my dad said he loved,
but today there was fear in his eyes

So I said Daddy why are they screaming?
Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why is he dressed in that bright purple robe?
I bet that crown hurts him more than he shows
Daddy please can’t you do something?
He looks as if he’s going to cry
You said he is stronger than all of those guys-
Daddy please tell me why,
why does everyone want him to die?

Later that day the sky grew cloudy
and daddy said I should go inside
Somehow he knew things would get stormy,
boy was he right
But I could not keep from wondering
if there was something that he had to hide
So after he left I had to find out,
I was not afraid of getting lost
So I followed the crowds
to a hill where I knew men had been killed
And I heard a voice come from a cross:

And it said : Father why are they screaming.
Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why are they casting their lots for my clothes??
I bet that crown hurts him more than he shows
Father please can’t you do something?
I know that you must hear my cry
I thought I could handle a cross of this size,
Father remind me why,
why does everyone want me to die.
When will I understand why?

My precious Son, I hear them screaming.
I’m watching the face of the enemy beaming
but soon I will clothe you in robes of my own.
Jesus this hurts me more than you know
But this dark hour I must do nothing.
I’ve heard your unbearable cry—
the power in your blood destroys all the lies,
soon you’ll see past their unmerciful eyes.
Look there below see the child
trembling by her father’s side.
Now I can tell you why,
she is why you must die.

Heyx pple...since its e easter period and good friday was juz over yesterday, juz wanna put up dis realli touching song on mi bloggie... its realli nice...sighx...sux manx...juz had my piano lesson!!! i hate e PIANO!!!
IT TOTALLY SUXARGH! is like i dun practice it at all???... no time at sch u c...and is lyk weekly piano lessons are practically USELESS!...wadeva...wad's e use... sighx...cant do anythin abt it aniway...sianx manx... noth much happened today yet...so deres noth much to rite...well i think i will b goin for a run l8er...not realli lookin forward to it...but haf no choice lahx...hahax...well jux wanna tell everyone out dere! happi easter in advance!!!

2004-04-08T19:57:00.000-07:00

heyx...2daey's gud friday! so now im at home...no trainin no school!!!! is dat supp to b gud?...hahax...well sort of yes...sort of no?...rite?...well now doin my history proj but took some time to blog...ya?...lolx hahax... well, yesterday we had a friendly match wif temasek JC...was quite tiring seh...cux is like we played without much intervals...den quite xiong lor...den is lyk in e aft during out trainin time, we had to study...but the time past quite quickly lah...we finished the friendly at abt nine plus and we ate our dinner at 4.45pm...can u imagine how HUNGRY i was???hahax! totally famished man! den i came back home , ate some stuff and went ZZZZZzzzzzzzzzz all e way!!! hahax...long time nv sleep until so suang!!! k lar...gtg le! bb...

2004-04-07T18:13:00.000-07:00

heyx...in chinese class again...lolxx...hahax....supp to b completin my zuowen but sighx... so tired lah...lolx... sighx....later during trainin time haf ta study...sianz man!!! den at nite got friendly match...sighx...hiyax...today leavin sch le cux tmr ish good friday...sighx... den will haf three days of holidays...not bad lah...but i still dun mind being in sch even if it means some more training...lolx...hahax...sianx man...yesterday i kana gastric man...de whole day lor...wah liao eh...was damn pain lor... but in e aft was better le lah...hahax...den is like we had home ec den make choc cake...den made quite a mess lor...budden...still was quite fun lah...den in e aft trainin, we train a while onl;i den aft dat go and play table tennis...damn fun manx...hahax...den e table tennis gurls say badminton veh fun den we say tt veh fun...hahax...sigh...better stop writing le lah...bb

2004-04-04T20:30:00.000-07:00

heyx...now in chinese class...hahax... so sian...supp to b doin zuo wen budden...lolx...im a slacker lor...lolx... jux takin some time off to write mi blog lah...lolx...sighx... haven realli finished it yet lor...so its like still quite a big mess lor...hahax...even my name is oso someone else's name lor...cux im usin someone's skin...sighx...so sian lor...hiyax... damn wad leh...dis mornin so unprepared den sudd got physical trainin...so sian!!! den run 3.2...den got stitches...den run so slow... sighx...sianx...so scraed kana caught by teacher...hahahahax... sighx...later still hafta train again...quite sian leh...but...no choice lah...sighx....just now my teacher tokin den i listenin to radio...den nv hear a singal thing she said...den she sudd ask me quest den i didnt even hear...den aft dat when i finally heard i so blur...lolx...sighx...hate chinese manx...left 35 minutes to write my zuo wen n ive onli written e first paragraph...sighx...wad2do?...gtg write my zuo wen le...no time le...bb !

2004-04-03T23:38:00.000-08:00

yox...nothin much yet...but ill start to do it up a lil...ill try updatin it as often as i can lor...lolx... well a lil' bout today...first...went to church like i do every sunday...den we went out for lunch to celebrate sumone's b'day...eat until so damn full lor...sighx...now burping all e way...hahax...goin back to school le!!! so happy! SSS rockx manx!!!